- from Zen Shin Talks (via emmalynsullivan)
- Pete Wentz (via hopelesslyhealing)
So things have been pretty rough lately. I’m feeling like there is no point in trying for recovery anymore some days and thats really frustrating because I know if I keep going with my eating disorder and self harm stuff I will die. This is no way to live, this is the way to die. I just feel so lost and stuck right now and I don’t want to be. I just don’t know what to do to get back on the right path. I see my eating disorder therapist tomorrow morning so I am going to be totally honest with her about how badly I’ve been doing. My eating disorder specialist just increased my anti-depressant again so hopefully that makes a difference even if it’s small. I guess we will see.