Please Help Me Help Myself (317/365)
The hardest thing about depression is that it is addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy.
- Pete Wentz (via hopelesslyhealing)

So things have been pretty rough lately. I’m feeling like there is no point in trying for recovery anymore some days and thats really frustrating because I know if I keep going with my eating disorder and self harm stuff I will die. This is no way to live, this is the way to die. I just feel so lost and stuck right now and I don’t want to be. I just don’t know what to do to get back on the right path. I see my eating disorder therapist tomorrow morning so I am going to be totally honest with her about how badly I’ve been doing. My eating disorder specialist just increased my anti-depressant again so hopefully that makes a difference even if it’s small. I guess we will see. 


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I always thought
being brave meant
running into
burning buildings
and stepping into
blazing gunfire
until you taught me
that one of
the bravest things
I could ever do
is to simply
be myself.
- DW | "Courage" (via dwalksauce)

384: One of the many lines from Her that captured my attention